I feel so annoying when I ask my parents to wake up at 3 am to check my blood sugar because I’m paranoid. I cry before bed a lot of nights because of it. I hate it. But I’ll also feel bad setting my alarm at 3 because I share a room with my sister. I can’t win. There is no winning with diabetes. I’ll always be paranoid, I’ll always be self conscious about it, I’ll always feel like shit from it. And the worst part is that I don’t know anyone who understands but I can also talk to whenever I need to. I’m alone. This disease isolates you and makes you feel like it’ll never get better—because it won’t. My pancreas will never work again. My life will probably be cut short.
if you want to talk about it, you can message me!!
i felt the same way.
I can’t be the only one who snacks all day and ends up not checking
noo you’re not the only one 😁